So what

So what? I'd like that to be my mantra, but it isn't. Would really like to run away. Can't stand just about everyone. Oh, and the tests are in, menopause is here, in a big way. Woo woo. Maybe that explains things. Then again, do I care? I must say, when I first found out, I was excited and felt empowered. I have no idea why. It has been downhill since then. I have no idea why. But if I could be independently wealthy, quit my job, buy a new house and several hybrid cars, and hire a cook like Oprah (the real secret to the times she has lost weight) I would be all set.